寂寞寂寞就好

cold water

i dont like the feeling...i hate it.

is like, very happy playing around in the playground, you expect the sun will continue to shine up high, but next second heavy rain splash down!!

i feel cold.

i hate it.

i dnt expect anythg from you, i swear.

i m just thinking to create some happiness for your special day, simple one only.

i just hope see some really happy respond from you.

i m not hoping you to say anythg sweet or any appreciation to me.

i thought i am not greedy at all.

i just hope you are happy.

i thought i am not greedy,seriously.

or, i think too much, or i misunderstand you.

i have no idea.

call me a noob.

insomia??

unbelievable, this morning i insomia...yea its morning.

i lie down on bed around 5am...and the last sight of mine to the window, the sky is already bright....its already after 6.33am because i saw it the last time its was already 6.33am....zzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

insomia? seldom happen on me....how come??

i m pretty stim now..zzz...later gonna sleep like no body business in bus all the way from KL to Penang...wahahaha :P

back to penang, gonna meet up with dear n her husband n my lovely god son...Matthew~~~ Kai Ma din see you for more than a month d lo~~~~ hehe...

and wanna meet my brother n sister-in-law. they was sem-breaking and was back from Taiwan for a couple of weeks....dint see them since Chinese New Year~~ 

ok ntg else to post, its time to bath n pack my bag n lunch too~~ 4pm bus =]

 bye~~

p/s: my super duper LOVELY daddy, he called me up juznw and told me he will buy me Lovely Prawn Mee tonite and fetch me from terminal bus. 

♥♥♥♥♥ you daddy.

=]

its time to bed..

opsss its time to bed...4.35am again~~hehe

wat had done tonite?study?drama? 

both.

hahaha...

i had done research on RFID and channel conflict. only!

gosh..

but atleast i noe wat are they. Doctor Eric said, if wanna get high score in his Logistic & Channel Management paper, must do more research n think out of the box when answering. if he saw standard answer from notes and his sample answer, wont get high marks wor...zzzzzz......

after studying 3years on E-commerce & Marketing. i found the 2nd subject which i m interested in after the Web Page Design & Development field. i was so sad thought tat i study the wrong course, how come i love IT field more than marketing!! and now i found Logistic and supply chain is interesting! hehe~~ guess next sem Advertising & Promotion i wil love too ^.=

conclusion, i m damn damn damnly HATE THEORY PAPER!!!!
see those i love is very logical and lively..hehe :P

just now watch 『我的排队情人』(VolleyBallLover), omg 高以翔 Godfrey Tsao is soooooooooo handsome!!! perfect face, 195 cm, model body, 6packs!! omg its killing!!! and the scene he touch her head comfort her when she is sad...sooooo damn sweet n warm~~~

i post in facebook, said that i miss the feeling of some one touch touch my head...the JAVY LOH saw it, and she touched my head out of sudden..i was looking at my laptop and suddenly some one touch my head! is SHE!! i told her i duwan hers plsssssss! kek sei me~~~ heheXD

and when she wrote in Plurk saying she getting to bed, i respond yea me too, soon. she reply me :" darling do u wan me to hug u sleep? or u wan me to TOUCH YOUR HEAD??? hahahahaha~~~

ok la, its time to bed d really~~~ late luuu~~~

and i m going back to Penang 2mr noon XD

good  nitezzzzzzz 

♥

the option

juz watch finish TVB drama 『女人最痛』(Beauty Know No Pain) episod 17 with kei n javy...
in this episod, Noble n Jackie is competing for the position of Asia Pacific CEO...
and bcz of this postion, Jackie refuse to pregnant and was secretly taking birth control...guess there will be problem and arguement occur between Jackie n Nick...

and while watching this part, we 3gals are discussing about it..
"what will be your choice ladies??"
career, family?

is hard, especially the position of Asia Pacific CEO....fuh...its so so tempting! working so hard for so many years, and this is the most desirable position hur...

both me n kei said, "zhong sang hang fuk" is more important..hahaha...its true, work so hard to the top position, but back home no ppl so lonely, worth?hahahaha....

career wont be with you forever, but family will =]
so, i will not get married before i feel tat i can settle down stop climbing up for career, to be fair everyone, dnt "loi yan loi mat" (hopefully) hahahaha!


it will be perfect if both of them can be balance.
but, nothing is balance in this world.

opsss..

i let my blog grow mushroom again...haha...i m so sorry >.<

whats going on recently? ntg special, beside FINAL EXAM is coming soon~~ very very soon~~~ 26th of August is the 1st paper..cham loooooo..... =.=||

this sem exam timetable is sucks.... 26, 28, 30, 1, 4....
only one day in the between...where got time ooo...sure very tired...
dnt care, i will sleep like no body business after exam when back in penang, dnt stop me from sleeping pls! haha

feel very moodless to study tonite, sigh~~~

and i feel blank in my brain, dunno wat to type in my post too, :P

simply post smth to update my lovely blog, nothing else =]