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Sep 12, 2009

forgotten

again..i din sleep last nite..stoning alone in the midnite and til morning 8am...
tidy up and keep PO notes, bring out Econ's notes..

standing at balcony..looking at KLCC, looking at KL Tower, looking at Setapak Ria building, looking at everythg i can see...juz looking...look at them, numbly...my mind juz gone, i dunno wat i m doing.
i juz like completely soulless...its tiring..really tired..
习惯是一种很可怕的东西,当那个习惯突然离开你,生活的重心,好像也没了。
不过,依然谢谢习惯曾经的存在,回忆,是美好的~

recently, i saw the sun of 7am more than the sun of 12pm...
and this morning, i saw the best one since i moved in here 3months back..
the sunrise, is really beautiful.
same as the sunset i saw about 1 week ago..only me, manage to cap the precious scene, n i m alone.

the sky is getting brighter
i was busy keeping my notes, and an unconscious turn back, i saw this beautiful natural shine.and i walked out to the balcony.
and i saw this~
the sunrise is great, and the sun light is warm, but it failed to warm up my mind n heart.
soul is closed, light couldn't get in, atleast, at this moment, its useless.


fen, wat the hell u are doing??
do u ever noe u shouldn't be this way??
u had lost ur conscious to ur daily life
u had lost ur motivation to ur dream
u had lost ur mind to be who u should be
u had lost ur principle to do wat u should do
u had forgotten GOD loves u
u had forgotten who love u the most
u had forgotten ppl beside u and they love u
u had forgotten wat ur family hope u to be
u had forgotten wat actually make u happy
u had forgotten how to make urself happy
u lost, until the one who love u do not love anymore
u lost, until ppl beside u feel helpless to love u anymore
u lost, until ppl care u feel down to care u and give up
u lost, until u might juz make ur family down
u lost, until u dunno who are u
u lost, until u forget wat is goin on in ur life 
u lost, until the simplest happiness do not make u happy anymore
u lost, until u do not know, how to be happy, deep frm heart


你已迷路,失去,痛苦,放弃呼吸......

dont ask me wat happen to me, which i couldn't give any answer.....
Posted by Rachel at 8:56 PM

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