rachel ♥n air: bro n sis are leaving..

bro n sis are leaving..

sadness come to me....

they are leaving to taiwan on 9th, this wednesday..for the theology studies, which take alomost 3yrs time.
people ask, wat make him made the decision to resign the job of being lecturer and fly over the other country to be a student, and also offer himself his entire life, to serve GOD.
his answer was :" i saw wat people needs nowadays, and i noe wat GOD wan me to do."(correct me if dere is any mistake)
so, he n his wife, gonna leave M'sia..very soon..

i dunno how to express the feeling, but i do have smth, wanna tel u..frm my deep heart, i noe u wil get to read this sometimes later...

bro moh herng and sis phaik sim :

there are only two words, i can say.

1st- thanks

dear bro, u are my playmate when i m small..we stay in a same hse, playing all the time..i stil rmb wat we played~

badminton in the hse, and i smashed the shuttle cock to the ceiling fan.

fireworks during chinese new year, and stupid me stil holding the fairy stick fireworks which already burning my hand and juz keep :" aww aww aww~~" dere..

role play as barber and customer, u lying down..and i spray water on ur head..pretending i m washing ur hair..and u keep remind me :"dnt CUT my hair!"..i wil said :"yes i noe!"...but tel u a secret, i m using the nail cutter to cut it all the time..ofcz, juz i small litte cut..:p..bt u dnt even noe~i think.haha

playing around wv our dog, Jessie...but, dunno where is she now..haiz...some time wil miss her, and the worst is i dnt have any of her photo.

at gen2 camp, when i accepted Jesus, u put ur hand, on my shoulder, cried, and pray for me...

there are stil alot more, and that is our precious childhood memories..

every single moment, it mean so much to me.

but i cant forgive tat, i hurt ur heart..

i had hurt u, make u down, make u disappointed, make u cry..because of me...

it seems like a split between us....somehow apart us in someway, which it is hurt..

2nd words to u is, sorry..

i m so sorry..i noe how much u care on me, how much expectation u put on me, how much love u put on me..

juz wan me to be good girl, wan me to grow well in GOD, build up a strong spiritual life, be a good role model in church,in family, in social life..

i had make u down..make u upset..

i m sorry...

dear sis, not much time we spend 2gether in the pass, but i can feel, u love me, love the church, love the family so much...thank you so much...

thanks for ur guidance, thanks for ur effort u put on us..thanks for every words, every advice u gave to me..

thank you so much...

and sorry sis, i make u down too...make u upset..make u disappointed...

sorry..i m so sorry...

bro n sis, besides thank you and sorry..i dunno wat else i can said..

it is so much painful to me..deep in my heart..the pain..which only say sorry, doesn't work doesn't cure.

i noe wat u all hope to c on me, n i gonna work hard on it..

i feel so touch in ur wedding..the feeling is like..my bro finally get married..!!!haha~~a lovely wife, a happiness new family...its so touch and happy...but i found a tiny blemish about ur wedding..which is..we doesn't have any 3person photo! alamak..i feel so want to post up the photo..but i couldn't find any..haiz..